Say it.

I'm begging you. Open your mouth, say the words. Make everything worth it. Because I'll feeling lost in vain. I need to know you mean it. Stop fucking with me. Just pry the teeth, let the tongue slide. Swallow hard and tell me. Tell me you love me.

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He typed, "I like you." And before I had time to think. . . A reaction, I typed back, "I lov"
But I caught myself just in time. Backspace.  Backspace. "I like you, too." I lov. . .
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And I Am Speechless.The summer heat swept sweat down my cheek. But, I couldn't tell the difference between the salt of tears and sweat. And I feel it coming back. That numbing sensation in the pit of my heart that nothing is worth living for. And you ask me if I'm okay.
I saw it, in my head, as you spoke. Those silly little words that worked like novacaine. But, you don't have a soul. Because you don't believe in God. And why have a soul, when you don't need it?
I saw her. And you. And I wish I hadn't.
I welcomed the sound of ivory keys and tempo. That rhythm And I Am Speechless.
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That heart.That heart, oh God, that heart. I could feel your pulse through my skin. Your breath was heavy and you were moving so very slow. I thought I would die in your warmth. You moved your hand to my cheek and then back down my body. And repeated. I could sense the slight tip of your neck and tilted to follow. The sounds of swallowing. How long were you going to make me wait? Our bodies were pressed side by side. And then before I had time to lick my lips one last time. . . Your heat met mine. Soft pecks of affection. I pulled away even though you didn't want to stop. &nbs That heart.
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Sat Jul 4, 2009, 9:52 PM

Mood: Bliss
Listening to: Greg Laswell

My poetry has never been more personal because for once in my life . . .

There is this boy.
Every day he would ask me if I believed in true love.
And every day. . . I would say 'No.'
None the matter that I had a boyfriend whom I 'loved'.
Then my heart was shattered by that boyfriend.
And for once in that whole time we were together, I knew that I could have never loved him.

I don't believe in:
If you love something, let it go.
Or the classic:
If a couple never fights, there is something wrong.

Don't you get it?
It is just that simple.
Love is just that simple.

Next time that boy asks me if I believe in true love. . . I will say yes.

This probably makes no sense to you, and I am sorry.
But, I am infatuated with someone.
And it has never been so SIMPLE.

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